who is God without a creation that can refer to Her as God? delving into Sufism allowed for a reconciliation of interpersonal splits and the colonial and imperial roots of what it means for me to be Muslim. i am unlearning the bodily aspect of a spiritual being to find interconnectedness, understanding righteous revolt, idealizing non-binary versions of faith, unpacking the duality of God and woman: to know one another is to know our Creator. inspired by Flying Lotus.